A GREEDY WOMAN

2007-07-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

he's always there for me, protecting me from the back and all ard. thanks(:

2007-07-07T12:47:00.000-07:00

MOOAHAHAHHAHAHA!IM BLOGGING IM BLOGGING!

NS3 REMEDIAL:was suppose to have a ns3 GROUP remedial today. this week is a must for me to go la cause last week i skip the compulsory one. THEN!!!today woke up late.rush down by cab. . .when i reach tht freaking LT 77. . .not even crows were ard.*called my lec*

"oh JAEI! why not you come up to the office and have a one on one tutor by me *giggles*"DAMN IT!shouldnt have called. NO ONE CAME TODAY!not a single soul was ard to even freak me out when taking the lift.
BUT it ended early. .so. .not tht bad eh.hahx

TECHNIQUE CLASS: great great great GREAT!i love tech class. .it feels nice when your pushing yourself out of your comfort zone.and i wasnt doing it alone eh. all of us, PPPPP, was jiayou-ing.(not all la, those who make it today)(:
i really cant portray locking now. .at this stage im standing.
BREAKTHROUGH!all i ask for(:hahxalot already eh.it takes time, i got tons of them.JIAYOUx3.then then!!xing passed us our(diggas) SPONGEBOB HP CHAIN!love it!all the six of us(:

PPPPP to town: ate a super huge bowl of wanton noodle! satisfying.mooahahhaa.baowen and wei jie ate damn super fast, especially baowen.lol.peggy still having diarrhea eh?MUST TAKE CARE EH!diarrhea -ing too much will feel weak weak de eh.no ice cream kay!was buying the $1 ice cream today then suddenly a super innocent face(peggy's) came up to me, "actually hoh. .im feeling better lei, can i buy?"smack you!must ren ren REN!okay le we go eat alot alot eh.
saw a super nice puma dress!!!!!and it freaking hell cost TWO HUNDRED AND NINTY NINE DOLLARS!ass.if it were 29.90 im sure to have bought it.hahx.bought a checkered shirt today!love it.only one piece in s'pore nei!haha.well. . .thts wht i heard la, but nvm most impt thingy is i like it.MOOAHAHAHHAHHAA!

PEPPER LUNCH: haha.went to eat here with zx while the rest of the PPPPP went shopping and chilling.super full!!!!i love it when we start talking, (:

COFFEE BEAN: all of us sat down chill. .talk. .laughed.love it!and xing!took a super embarassing photo of me!damn it.everyone laughed!!i didnt even dare to see wht the photo looks like.nvm la eh.ugly side of me is all shown to them le.so!!YEAH!*shy*hahaha.then xing peggy wei jie baowen left early. .):.but its okay!their heart was still there.lol.then the rest of us. . .talked talked talked talked.

"when you fart, even though there aint any smell. .but people ard still are breathing in the molecule tht is in the gas"

LONG LONG POST EH?*shy*my compensation to the previous post i didnt post?haha.loves!

2007-06-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

eve has officially left s'pore.
we'll miss this small girl.

friendships are really fragile i've realise.
the only thing to hold it up strong would be trust, truth and love.
good friends come and go.
i pray for this to never go.
this would be out little happy ending(:

im still sick!bloody.

THE annoying side of me.

2007-06-04T09:57:00.000-07:00

i hate this, seriously.

to be so unsure of myself.
to loss myself to the surrounding.
to feel so insecure.

this really sucks man. this is not me, i know damn well.
i must stop being a human being in a float. i shall swim the ocean.

THANKS PPPPP.you guys really pull sorrows far far away from me. loves

jie, "mei, live your life properly, cause we love you."
i miss my sister(:

"imagine me w/o you,
my life will be so impossible.
my night and day,
will slowly fade away.
my love for you,
will gone one day."

2007-06-03T02:01:00.000-07:00

UPDATES!

confidence level dropped alot. guess its normal when you're surrounded by pressure eh?but i wont give up eh!wont be jaei tht way.gonna try even harder, studying, dancing, communicating.

and i'll be going back to church after TBG. !!!MOOAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.God bless everone eh?SMILES!

2007-05-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

PERFECT DAY!

still love dance . EVEN MORE!

thanks wanting, for letting me sleep on your leg for 15 mins?hahax! and being there when im asleep among the people for almost 2 hours eh! lol

dinner at home was great! mum's cook is always the best.

dance in class was great, but it will be so much better if xing, eve and sonia were there too eh!
thanks zhu tou for waiting for me too(: hehx.

2007-05-23T09:41:00.000-07:00

really satisfied w/ wht i have.( - studies)
with you guys, every single smile is from the heart.
with you, every smile is just as sweet.
with daddy&mummy, every smile is just so warming.
with all of you guys, every smile is just as precious.

LOVES LOVES LOVES.alot alot of them. to all of you.(:

I PASS MY NSL PRACTICAL!!mooaaahhahhahahaha

2007-05-16T10:27:00.000-07:00

LOST MY MC!!kukubird

its not gastric flu or food poisoning.hahx.it's some unknown bacteria which cause me to vomit and diarrhea like a million times + high fever.
but its all yesterday. feeling better today=)
just tht all my limbs keep feeling numb. once i eat will feel nausea?yeh

LOTS LOTS OF LOVE TO MY ZHU TOU AND CLIQUE!=)
thanks for being there when im alone feeling hot and cold.
thanks for scolding me.
thanks for making me laugh.
thanks for visiting me in the middle of the night, touched.

I'LL BLOODY HELL FIGHT THIS ANNOYING "UNKNOWN BACTERIA" EH!=D

and birdy, . . . .i lost my mc=.=

2007-05-09T22:25:00.000-07:00

core muscle.
tense.
stress.
pain.
worry.
loves.
family.
friends.
hair.
menses.
bubbletea.
hotdogs.
red.
jacket.

2007-05-08T05:11:00.000-07:00

HOME EARLY!feeling so great.
helped my mum baby-sit two boys.
zx helped too.heh!

i hate retaking module, cause! :you'll be treated like dirt.
some adults just dont want us to talk to them nicely.
ass.

2007-05-01T09:56:00.000-07:00

totally blessed!
thanks to:
xing,
peggy,
eve,
ah li(nic),
jiajun,
weijie,
david,
ronnie,
and zhutou(:

an "ugly" yet beautiful day! maximum fun. everyone's beautiful and gruesome side was shown, and we enjoyed it. but eve left earlier so we didn't took her ugly side. sian! hahx.sentosa, burger king, coffee bean, home. this day would be carved in my mind and heart forever eh(:serious.

2007-04-29T10:34:00.000-07:00

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. my head has been the biggest body part since i started breathing(:and im still find myself beautiful.mooHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
2. i find letting out gas from body cool.(burping and farting)
3. i have fetish for hairy legs.lol.damn sick
4. i love to eat chocolate when they are all over my fingers.
5. i can shit whenever i want.and i shit damn fast, and i clean it thoroughly!
6. i love seeing veins pop out from arms, not literally but beneath the skin.=D

2007-04-29T10:23:00.000-07:00

hehx.messed up.thanks for being there, you guys are really really _______________.
too confusing to describe.is everything tht has the same meaning with sweet and nice.

2007-04-26T11:22:00.000-07:00

physically worn out by dance feels great.
mentally worn out by you just sucks. i hate you.
im sick and tired of lying, denying. i just want to get hid of this horrid habit i have in me since im 5.

2007-04-23T09:10:00.000-07:00

okay. .NO MORE SKIPPING OF TUTORIALS!its impt.yeh?

why did you talk differently to certain people?

why did you say you care but you just dont?

why did you judge things/humans by their appearance?

why didn't you see your fault and admit it?

why did you put down your pride just to make someone happy?

why didn't you care how others look at you?

why didn't you say sorry when you could?

why didn't you realise the step you took was wrong?

why did you have to act so spoilt?

why didn't you realise everyone hates you?

why did you have to gain sympathy to those who doesn't care?

why didn't you ignore but tolerate?

why did you comment when you didn;t have the right to?

2007-04-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

i think things&humans just disappear like this eh.

shopped w/ mama!haha. for breads.

bump into mingli.(:

a sunday spent with mum mostly.happy.

2007-04-21T11:04:00.000-07:00

chin UP!
this is the first time i every fell like tht while dancing.
stressed.
but i know tht all this stress im expriencing will push me further, motivate me more, i'll be a better person.(:

2007-04-18T10:40:00.000-07:00

pain piercing through everywhere.
at the edge.
letting go is a solution, not a choice now.

2007-04-17T10:49:00.000-07:00

HAHX!

was lazy and din bother to fix my blog.

THANK YOU(s):

NICOLE, for letting me know i can really worry for someone.hahx!
EVE, for being there to help me in my flexibility. i'll continue to stretch eh.hahx
SONIA, pointing out my "not correct position of body?" when im doing my turns.
THANKS ALOT GIRLS!

and to

ZHUTOU: for being there(:it matters alot for me.

lolx.and i realise xing love to give me this face whenever i try to entertain her in the wrong way?: =.=.hahx.but i know you like eh!=X
peggy: be strong girl. everything has a happy ending. believe in this(:

vanessa and mianbao: take care of your legs.

HAHX!lots of thanks to all tht acc me through the end of my day!hahx!means alot alot to me.

2007-04-08T04:41:00.000-07:00

*sniff sniff*
jealousy is everywhere. horror.

jealousy out of comparing w/ wht you dont have and wht others have makes one ugly. jealousy out of passion and love makes one human.(:

workshop was nice. the instructor was damn, dope!?
his groove, kowtow.

chilling at a comfy place is addictive.hahx

2007-04-07T13:44:00.000-07:00

NICOLE:dont get sick le kay!! if not i every morning 4am call ya!=DDDD
EVE: thanks alot girl! A MILLION MILLION!
respect this girl's courage alot. for every aspect.

went to support rough addicts at cine w/ eve.got alot alot of people. got SECOND!yeh.they brought the atmosphere up. one part made my goosebumps all came off rolling on the floor.

went outside of dxo to support nra's performers and my zhu tou. . .mentally. im UNDERAGE!
but eve was there to accompany me. sweet. ate. .HAAGEN DAZ!and chat and chill somewhere in esplanade. hehx.

took cab home. din have enough money. started to panic, but the uncle was nice. he let me off.HAHA!

being alone in the dark

2007-04-04T13:30:00.000-07:00

no one love tht eh.

why?cause you'll never know wht might come up to you.
afraid.cause no one would be there to let you feel assurance.
lights on, clearer view of every single thing tht lies infront of you.
humans , objects , dogs (:
making you feel comfortable in many ways.
chasing away those horrifying flashes.
let the past pass? yeh.
for how long? 2 weeks? 2 months? TWO years.
finally accepting the fact. willing to share with those who i'd trust.
lose my arrow head. but there'll always be someone to point it out for me, the way i shuld go the way tht i'll go.
blabbling my way through, i've reached here. for now, somewhere i can settle down.
knowing tht it will be always safe here w/o darkness ard.
peace and love is all carved down(:

2007-04-02T11:06:00.000-07:00

i'll always love =) .

today dance was nice. if only we can dance our lifes away.

2007-04-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

a really bad girl.
dont let me go, hold me close

things always turn out this way eh. no matter how hard you try, its still there. try hiding or denying but it always turn out to be a bad choice. facing it is always the most difficult way but the best choice. so it always end up w/ you making the right choice.

2007-03-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

IM DONE!!!!!!!HAPPY!!!!

2007-03-31T05:27:00.000-07:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE TECHNIQUE CLASS!!!love!

enjoyed technique class even though went alone.BUT saw mingli on the way there.super happy.haha.

my turning really seriously sucks.

will practice more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MOOHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

2007-03-24T03:56:00.000-07:00

HAH.okay.bored?
watch this> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hzg8ht6rSEw&mode=related&search=

alot of episodes.enjoy!

2007-03-24T02:27:00.000-07:00

YEAH!finally change my blog skin.

credits to ME ME ME!haha.kidding.
THANKS DAVID da ge!

2007-03-23T08:43:00.000-07:00

dont msg my handphone eh people.spoilt screen, only can pick up calls.hehx!

walked down orchard road with nic today,
hilarious things happen there eh.
"no wonder people hang out here" , by nic.

love her and i know she does love me.(BUT YOU SHY EH!!!)haha

holland v laksa.

essential brew w/ nic and zx.she left early for church.
played, laugh, ate . all, enjoyed!

blessed and loved, both of us=)

thanks zhu tou.sorry for my mood swing when you told me not to go dance eh. for my own good eh!hehe. my shoulder sure will be okay de.

2007-03-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

groove groove

short hair!getting in my way

2007-03-21T09:35:00.000-07:00

small actions matter alot.

i hate strawberry ice-cream

2007-03-19T09:16:00.000-07:00

collecting movie poster. anyone out there dont mind help me keep a look out eh. thanks=D

got to improve.

posture,
groove,
learn to relax,
turning,
flexibility.

not to be lazy.
determined

2007-03-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

jaei, handphone.
can never form one sentence.

I SPOILT MY BLOODY PHONE!for the million-th tiimes.

today after zhu tou gave me a ride on ore's bicyle, i've realise, im a total control freak!
once not in control i started feeling insecure eh. but after awhile calmed down and enjoyed the ride, but my but hurts.

2007-03-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

last day of attachment.HURRAY!kao.finally this 18 days have passed.this attachment was nice cause of all of them at central. thousands of thanks to kaili, yumei, lishan, kaimin and lakshmi. our laughter make our day pass faster and much more enjoyable eh!

hope sze hun will recover soon eh, last day of work stomach unwell. takecare girl!

xin ku my zhu tou le! remember dreams and reality will never collide eh.
slept at 5pm++. 12am++ came out of bed. no life. hahx.

2007-03-15T08:47:00.001-07:00

im getting the hang of it eh!

whts more gross than a cockroach?

a row of cockroaches.

was getting home from work. slept and leaned on the back of the bus.
one idiotic cockroach fly infront of me.FREAK!but still alright.im not afriad of them.BUT! one wasnt enough.was itching for more.hahx.looked ard.AND I SAW A ROW OF THEM FACING THEIR ASSES AT MY FACE!there was like 8-9 of them.and and I LAID ON THEM!soundly!!!!!ass!ass!!!freaked.

please dont do this to me. i hate cold wars.

2007-03-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

i dont know how to insert pictures, add links, make this blog nice. KUKU!super newbie.

GPA: 2.4444!
HIGH!first time in my poly life i did not fail a single module. proud of myself. HAHA.
nicole, wanting and me super blessed!!thank God!everyone of us pass(:

danced.really enjoyed.
feeling is so different when you do other stuffs.
"dance" ;dont judge you
dont quarrel with you
is always there for you.
just feel blessed tht atleast i got the chance to dance.laughing in groups. grudges or whtever all thrown aside. but sian eh, always wanted to join competition with nicole. we'll aim to form a group and join competition eh!after few years?yeaar?eh?

for him,

2007-03-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

sorry for letting you feel wht you are feeling right now.
just want you to know.
iloveyou(:

2007-03-13T08:40:00.001-07:00

SWEAR TO POST

decided not to add links for the time being. i dont know how to!frustrating, but i ont abandon this blog again!cutting hair with mingli soon!!short short short!